Sunday, April 18, 2010

GUILT


The long awaited moment arrived,
You couldn't help but say to me, under the starry sky-
"A long wait has brought me here,
You're the one, the only in my heart's sigh."

Hours and days raced ahead,
The crunch of time played over me.
I thought no more, I felt no more,
Gave you an affirmation, just to see you glee.

Least was i aware this would go so deep into you,
I warned, I paraphrased all that i could say-
I have never loved, i never shall,
But my treasured friend, you must stay.

I heartlessly played along,
The wrong is all mine.
But you say i'm 'the one', unconditionally;
Could i still ask for all to be fine?

I cannot bear to hurt you,
But 'love' aint meant for me.
I wish for you to comprehend,
We're just not meant to be.

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

WHY ME??

It was her first day at school. She was the chosen one from an ocean of 'coloured' people to attend a school which wasn't meant for her kind. She left home in her only expensive outfit. She stepped into the car. Her mother kissed her on her forehead and said "Take care child". she had nothing to say, as she was very well aware of the consequences of this protest. Her daughter was being admitted into a school where she would be treated differently from others. However, she instilled courage into her daughter's five year old heart and prepared her for the worst situation.
As soon as the girl stepped out of the vehicle, she was surrounded by the paparazzi. She wrinkled her eyes and clung onto her mother's arm while being pushed towards the school gate. She felt insecure. She had sensed that she was in for something unpleasant.
She entered the school with trembling legs. Things hadn't worsened, that when she entered the school, she was welcomed with glares of disgust, anger and indifference from students and teachers of all ages around her. She had nothing to cling onto this time. She looked around helplessly until she observed something. There was some difference. She was a lot different from the others.
She entered the class and sat in an isolated corner, as though it was crafted for her. Nobody sat near her. They had made their own friends. She was alone. She tried saying 'hi' to someone, but she received a cold and disgusted glare! Her five year old heart pained at this indifferent behavior of the people around her only because she belonged to a coloured race.
Every moment of her life, since then, she thought to herself -
"WHY ME????"

SECLUSION

Every friday night, she was out partying with her friends. But today, something had happened... she sat alone in her closet. The dingy place made her feel so much secure and peaceful. Surprisingly, this social bird did not feel 'left out' like she used to . Instead she enjoyed this seclusion. She was aware that her friends would not miss her. They never actually cared for her. She was just a source of entertainment and a shoulder to cry on. A few hours back, she was really wounded thinking of all this, but now, for once, she didn't give a damn! she broke-up with her guy, still she wasn't depressed.
However, the other side of hers played against this. she was curious to know what were her friends and her ex-guy thinking about. Did they really miss her? or were they partying and enjoying themselves , her absence being insignificant to them? did her guy find someone new for himself? or was he waiting to hear her voice? What was it anyway?
Suddenly, while all these questions were clouding around her brain, she saw a bright spot at the other end of her closet. The light hurt her eyes.
Was all this a dream? did her friends atually treat her so low? Did she actually break-up with her perfect guy?
Was the bright spot only a hallucination? Was it symbolic at all?
Or was it just a ray of hope because she really does care about what happened?
or does she?

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

IS MAJORITY ALWAYS RIGHT???

Certainly not……….
The desert, it is believed by majority that it is full of sands but, there is an oasis. It is a known fact that the ocean is full of salty waters only, but, there are sparkling pearls underneath. The dark clouds are known as rain bearing clouds to majority but, they hide a bright and beautiful moon.
Majority always views, perceives and believes any aspect from a single angle as a photographer shoots the face of a human being as it is, whereas an artist finds ways of beautifying the image. There are so many angles for any object or issue or challenges while the majority felt that the world was flat, only two could disprove it during the Renaissance – Nicholas Copernicus and Ferdinand Magellan. They justified, with evidence that the earth was round, which ultimately led to the discovery of many rich lands. While many others believed that comets were an ill omen, depicting disaster, Halley debunked it by forecasting the appearance to this comet every seven years. While the majority felt that fungi were disease producing organism, one Louis Pasteur proved that it was a disease curing organism. While the majority felt that monarchy was the only form of Government, Pericles was the only one who advocated democracy as the best form of Government in the 6th Century B.C. Greek civilization. While majority of the Europeans in the pre-renaissance period had blind faith in the Pope, a monk, Martin Luther, of the order of St.Augustine, revolted, when he realized that the church practiced the Sale of Indulgences. He succeeded by the dictum, "Leading Minority and unleading Majority" he started a new creed Anabaptism, which included the minority peasant community.
Today, with growing literacy rate, it is a disgrace not being a graduate, isn’t it? Yes, of course, as majority of us do complete graduation in any discipline. But, there were few school drop outs who made history. Great personalities like Sir Isaac Newton and Albert Einstein, the great scientists were school dropouts. The irony is that, today, we students study about their great discoveries like the theory of gravity and electricity. This was a matter of the by gone era. But do such cases exist today? Why not ….Let us consider Bill Gates. He was thrown out of high school as he was unable to perform well academically and was difficult to deal with. He disliked the usual study pattern, whereas, most of his peers did. Hence, he was forced to leave school. Today Bill Gates is at the top of the ‘computer-world’. He has achieved what his other classmates could not even dream of achieving. He has given the world a software because of which the extensive world has become a comfortable place to live in. We all are so well connected with each other as well as the web. My salutes to this great master of the Web – Bill Gates.
Inventions, innovations, discoveries, revolution, experiments and creativity are the off-shoots of the leading minorities who have firm belief that the unleading majority are mere followers. They fit to be stereotype commoners. The whole world is progressing only due to leading minorities who think of the future of mankind and not of the present. The unleading majority will think themselves. They have no vision, targets, meaning of life, orientation and risk taking ability. Such a majority is always influenced by others. Majority always performs things in the same sequence with boundaries and preconceived limitations.
Few business tycoons deviated from the majority and achieved wonders. Mr.Dhirubhai Ambani could not digest the policy of the majority, which invested their own wealth into business. He made the public invest and created an affluent investment community, which gave rise to the great Reliance Industries. While major steel companies established huge steel plants in India, Mr.L.N.Mittal acquired sick steel mills globally at a lower cost and now he is the third richest man in the world. Branson of Virgin Airlines did not follow the majority to lure the affluent class by providing tickets through agents. He introduced demand based huge discounts just before flying. Now, Virgin Airlines is one of the world famous. Mr.Narayan Moorthy of Infosys won the loyalty and goodwill of employees by giving them company stocks and made them affluent quite unlike other IT industrialists.
While discussing majority versus minority let us not forget the "Left Handers". Majority of the people in this world are right handers, barring a few i.e. less than 10% are left handers. In right handed people the left hemisphere of the bran is dominantly functional. Whereas, in left handed people it is the right hemisphere which has an upper hand over the left. The right hemisphere of the brain is concerned with intuition and creativity. Gen too, in some parts of the country, people still consider left handedness as a curse. Left handers can do common things ‘differently’ because of their creative aptitude. There has been a history as far as U.S. presidentship is concerned. Three presidents, one after the other, viz.Ronald Regan (1911) the 40th, George H.W.Bush (1924) the 41st and Bill Clinton (1946) the 42nd were all left handers. Julius Caesar, the most admirable Roman general was a left hander too! Helen Keller, the compassionate symbol for the blind, who introduced the Braille was also left handed. My admiration to Lord Baden Powell’s founder of Boy Scouts intuitiveness to evolve his adventurous movement for the youth. If one is a vivacious reader, one can compare between the writings of Mark Twain, H.G.Wells and the others. The reason being their left handedness. The living legendary musician who was in news lately, one of the Beatles – Paul McCartney is a left hander too. Artists are said to be moody, and intuitive, not to mention, creative too. There also many great ones at art like Michealangelo and Leonaradoda Vinci who were left handers too. Not to forget our very own Indian actor of international fame whose statue is in the wax museum of London, the great Amitabh Bachchan – an innovator as far as acting is concerned, is predominately as left hander too. Saurav Ganguly, the best Indian batsman has excelled only because of his left handedness. Though left handers are in minority, they are rich and famous personalities as they think and do things differently. This is their ‘recipe’ for success.
Majority, many a times is vulnerable to fear, survival, insecurity and over power of others. Hence, they do not react, but they sulk. They tolerate autocracy, arrogance and exploitation of others and themselves too. They start believing in fatalistic philosophy through it is not right. Such instances occurred in history when one Chanakya challenged the Nanda Dynasty, nurtured Chandragupta Maurya – a shepherd kid and transformed him into a ruler later on. When the entire North America followed social dominance of Americans by making black their slaves, one Abraham Lincoln could emerge as a hero and revolutionise the society. Of course, the wrath of the majority drank his blood wherein sacrifice of an individual or minority is inevitable, if the mission has to be achieved.
In normal social life, we observe few memorable occurrences. First, when majority of the villagers do farming and restrict themselves to a rural environment. Very few come out to urban centers, work hard, optimize all opportunities and emerge as wealth creators for the nation, Like Captain Gopinath of Air Deccan. Second, when majority of the population lives in their own country, very few, like L.N.Mittal, Azim Premji and Swaraj Paul go to other countries, breaking all barriers and become the world’s richest. These are the true contributors of globalization. Third, while every freedom fighter upholds blood-shed as a mean to attain independence one, Mohandas Karamchand Gandhi attained the same through non-violence. Fourth, while all scientists are engrossed with their profession, one A.P.J.Abdul Kalam diverted from the majority and shined as an inspiring start for the younger generation. One Ravi Varma, One Tagore, One Netaji and One Shushruta never had been in the majority. They were the changing agents in the majority.
To be a changing agent, one has to be endowed with a few unique personality traits. They have to be outstanding thinkers, innovators, visionaries, practical dreamers and devoted human beings. They stand for conviction, never negate from their goal and win the hearts of millions by their virtues. Such people belong to the minority clans, who have enkindled sparks of hope in the majority. Many occasions and history too have proved that majority was invariable wrong. The whole of U.S.S.R collapsed in 1992, through majority of them believed in communism. In China, once, the communism was the majority, today she has emerged as a major wealth creator in Asia. Eighteenth Century France believed in Louis XVI as their benevolent ruler. In reality, his rule was a nightmare.
To conclude, majority is like a herd in the jungle. It acts on impulse, emotion and situation which aims at a short term solution. In the process, it is bound to go wrong. This majority needs an enlightening torch, which is provided in the form of a minority – their Leaders. Today, the minority makes miracles.